Breathe

God , am I doing it right .

Am I using this chance right ?

Am I using opportunity right ?

This steps , sometimes seems heavier .

This path , sometimes seems darker .

How do I get through all these god ?

Help me .

Who should I blame ?

Is it too cruel if I blame myself ?

Is it too heartless if the causation is me ?

How do I get though this .

I -

We cant have the latter without the former .

You cant

And I cant

The worst conflict ever ,

That I have experienced is .

Between me and myself .

I hate you . the you that is living inside me .

This flowing emotions is really intensing . and I cant help it .

I need to stop .

Just let me breathe .