Choices in Life

I have really much anxiety when thinking about making the right choices in life. 

its cool that we have the freedom to variety of path right now. but it is also scary. Thinking how far I've come, I'm really have growing up. it's really not a straight path, not so many beautiful days, beautiful life - but looking back, i think if I hadn't gone through that, I wouldn't be where I am today. I wouldn't waking up to this much of awareness I've ever had in my life. 

Today, life feels so good, so light, and so free to me. Being able to sit and heal myself has really open up a lot of windows of opportunities. There are so many choices that I'm open to since then. Even better I have the capacity to decide, think and gain access to these choices without looking through the lens from my past. 

I am happy that I able to take full control over myself and make the right choices for me. sometimes it does feel scary thinking if this were right for me, but I am going to follow my heart, my intuition, my dream and trust myself and the process. 

Life is always going to be hard, it is the part of growing up. But I'm happy that I finally be able to navigate this through with the right tools and adequate amount of emotional capacity .