Literally

Literally , there were 26 days left before semester break ends . I don’t know , but this fact really broke my heart into million pieces , shattering me up . I am not ready for school , for studies , I swear . but the fact that time has been my traditional  enemy , it will never wait for me . ever . I have living a heavenly life now . I literally is on the ninth cloud , and I don’t want to go down to reality back . I hate this .

Knowing that class will start soon , I have to wake myself up , as soon as possible , and I have to be ready , cuz this is going to be my first clinical year ever . oh my gosh I’m so soso afraid , how would it be being a clinical student , studying based on a real patient I mean- uhhhhhh , im so scared .

If and only if I could turn back time .

If and only if I could manipulate time .

Time is only a relative , an unexplainable dimension which I wont talked about it since I got no jams in physics sjsjdjdskdfh

But ,

I am thankful for all the things that have been into my life all these while . really . I am beyond grateful and happy for all the things that had happened to me .

Life , is never going to be easy . This ain’t Disneyland . This ain’t fairytale .

Life will hit you harder as you walked along the road . be tough . being able to stand still even when its storming is a blessing to a person .

The ultimate thing that everyone have been looking for is - happiness .

Happiness isn’t a seed ,

Its a fruit , a flower , the final product that bloomed and grew beautifully that came from a seed that is being harvest which is ; Pain .            

  * And I sleep after I typed this hshshshs . gonna cont in the next post ^^ * but I wont promise HAHAHA