☆○o The Feeling o○☆

[June , 2015]

The sky , as usual portraits a feeling of calm and serenity .

It was painted so beautifully , azure baby blue, gently blended with lilac rosy orange ,

The streaks of fluffy woolly clouds , add perfection as the final touch ,

My heart is in a state of peace .

At time when I was alone ,

Left me thinking ,

Pondering about life ,

A human being ,

Who seems had been searching for answer to all his question ,

Who had been running for so long ,

But it seems like there’s no end

Lately I’ve been experiencing a state of feeling

Where everybody hates it

I literally feel so lost and weak

I was asking myself; where’re you going ?

Stood still , silence remain as the reply ,

Why is this happening ?

I wish I know

I am young , still young

Thinking of the future scared me

I don’t even know if I’m ready for it or not

This is life ,

Happiness demand sacrification as an exchange ,

A trade that will leave us bruise and scars ,

In the midst of searching ,

I’ve been wondering ,

If this path that I chose will ever lead me to the right place ,

If and only if ,

I can go to the future ,

And see what my life would be ,

That would be sufficient enough for me to adjust my present being

I wanted to live happily .

But happiness is not for free .

I must go through some pain ,

So that I can be happy for eternity .